Tuesday, July 30, 2013

A Deepest Fear

Something tells me there is more to be seen.
More to be heard.
It's not just a whisper behind close doors.
It's more than a rage, it's a heart beating envy.
A jealousy that can't be written, can't be understood.
Still not sure if this is reality or just a figment of thought.
A deepest fear.
Something unclear.
Leave me in the dust, in the warm desert sand.
To drown in an endless ocean, to fly amongst the clouds.
Can a future be read in such a beautiful sunset?
In a glimpse of a ripple of a tear in a never ending river?
Is it true what they say, it all happens for a reason?
The wind upon a lonely cheek.
The rain upon a mountain peek.
A brain which tells the best solution.
A heart which shows your desired motions.
A love which brings hurricaned emotions.
If its true, this ache I feel, if just to make my future right, I'll awake to a morning bright.
But deep within my soul, a little piece will always break within its wake.


Sunday, July 28, 2013

Slam Poem: Jealousy

I'm actually jealous of something that may not be there.
The closeness.
The summer I once had.
I can tell you love him beneath those eyes.
He and I have a bond that I don't want to lose.
But things change.
Things get fused.
Everything happens for a reason, right?
Those reasons are longed for before the end of the story.
My mind says no, but my heart longs for it.
I think I'm scared of the answer but I can't ignore the beeping in my head.
Maybe I should let the machine pick up and make the words run in my head like the print of a good book.
Maybe I'm holding onto something that was never mine.
I'm reality, you never know where you're waking up in the morning, ontop of a cloud, in a strangers bed but I can hope next to you.
Maybe it's all dream, in reality, nothing is as it seems.