Hard to Love

I know I'm hard to love,
I don't make it easy.
My tendencies to wreck
walls never fail
to crumble
on
top of beautiful disasters. I took
too many decisions for granted,
ashamed for never letting
myself surrender. The
day you
were
introduced was a change written in
ink. You looked like a
thousand stars, trying to
find the right
thing to
say.
Can't you see what you've done
to me? Driving me up
the walls and caressing
down every curve.
I'm on
my
knees, begging please don't forget me.
Our nights never fail to
make me certain that
with you I'll
never regret
a
single movement. You're forever imprinted within
the boundaries of my heart.
That with you, I'll
never know the
meaning of
alone.

Cursed Tongues

I believed every lie you said.

The way your lips curled 

showing me emotions.

Trembling hands holding 

onto beating hearts.

Hold your breath, 

I'll leave this curse in your veins.

Can we just be 

broken once more?

Throw the pieces off the 

balcony, spread across the wind.

Ocean waves of mistreated 

thoughts crash against our skin.

Don't pretend my kiss

doesn't still haunt your lips.

Butterflies keep the hardest secrets.

We don't fight fair, 

but we lose like winners.

Am I close enough?

Can you feel the knife on your back?

Send us a sign from the afterlife.

Is it really what you wanted it to be?

Lost dreams with a splash of fury?

You'll never live this down.

You'll only be part one 

in a never ending plot of disaster.